dream 014

i forgot... sometime last week i had a dream that my mom left my dad and married bobby flay, and i completely withdrew from everyone. i wouldn't talk to anyone and i couldn't stop crying for the rest of my dream. ...i guess this is an ongoing pattern in my dreams - the whole crying thing. jeeeeezzzz.

dream 013

jenna told me she had something to tell me. i left her a facebook comment saying something about "you're toooootally going to tell me you're pregnant, right? HAHAHAH, YEAH! RIGHT!!!" in a totally joking manner. she invited me to go out for dinner, and i bought a bottle of wine and made my way to the restaurant. when i got there, her immediate family was there, and before i even sat down she said, "kate....i'm pregnant!" i burst into tears, crying hysterically. then rodney (my cousin lacey's son henry's father) walked into the restaurant and sat down at our table. i knew immediately that that meant that he was the father, and she confirmed it by nodding at me when i gave her a puzzled look. i was happy for her that she was actually pregnant, but i was furious that she'd slept with him and was going to have a baby with the same guy who made henry. i didn't stop crying for the rest of the dream.